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<rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" version="2.0"><channel><atom:link rel="hub" href="http://tumblr.superfeedr.com/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom"/><description>The name is Mayra. I am an open book. I never thought someone would fall in love with me. I’ve never believed in fairy tales coming true. I usually put myself down, but my life changed for the better about a year ago. I met the most wonderful person in the world and he just brought out the best in me. I have always been an optimistic person but he just makes me feel better about myself. I have finally found my prince charming. I am so lucky to have him in my life, if i were the other girls id be jealous. My life is becoming a fairy tale come true, and its barely the beginning. I love you Jedi.</description><title>A Fairy Tale Come True</title><generator>Tumblr (3.0; @misstinkerbel)</generator><link>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/</link><item><title>Love will take us anywhere we want to...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;My Dearest Love, &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;It has been two years since I&amp;#8217;ve met you!!! Two whole years in which we supported each other through all of the rough times we had. Two whole years in which we celebrated all the happiness our life has brought us!!! We have had our share of obstacles, but that is what life is about. Getting through the dark tunnel to see that beautiful rainbow at the end. :) You have become such a major part in my life!!! And you hold a very big and special place in my heart!! You are my one and only true love. I really do not know what I would do without you. Thank you so much for supporting me in my dreams and my career and I hope that one day I will be able to return all of the kindness and love you have given me. No one in my family loves me or cares so much about me as much as you do. Well your my family now so your the ONLY family member that cares and love me so much!!! Even though we are miles and miles apart, I can feel all of the love you have for me through your words, when we talk, or when we Skype. It&amp;#8217;s such a warm and comforting feeling. I seriously can not wait until we get to be together!!! I just hope you won&amp;#8217;t change your mind about me!! Im 100% positive that I won&amp;#8217;t ever change my mind about you!!! One thing I really gotta admit though is that I&amp;#8217;m really terrified of losing you. I was so close to losing you twice and Im afraid it will happen again, which I sure hope it doesn&amp;#8217;t. I&amp;#8217;m sorry if I appear to be to clingy when I text you. Sometimes, when I haven&amp;#8217;t heard from you first thing that comes to mind is if your ok, second and biggest thing that comes to mind is that you will leave me because you think &amp;#8220;that&amp;#8217;s best for me.&amp;#8221; YOU are what&amp;#8217;s best for me sweetie!!! I am truly terrified of this happening again, I&amp;#8217;m more afraid of losing you than mice and rats!!! Just please promise me that you will stay with me forever and ever no matter what? My love for you is very strong, no one and nothing will ever tear me away from you!!! You are stuck with me forever, that is if you allow me to :) I promise that you are the man I want to spend the rest of my life with. I don&amp;#8217;t even have to think twice about that because my heart is always right :) Thank you very much for making these last to years the best years of my life!!! And there will be plenty of more years and memories for us. Infinitely more :D My heart aches to be with you!!! I know that our time will come soon and I will value my time with you more than anything else in this world!!! You mean the whole world to me and I don&amp;#8217;t know what I&amp;#8217;d ever do without you!! You are the reason I smile every day, you are the reason I&amp;#8217;m always happy&amp;#8230; I am head over heels for you!!! I am very sure that if we fight for our love, our love will take us anywhere we wish to go!!! Your love is all I need :) I hope you had a nice birthday handsome!! I just really wish I could&amp;#8217;ve spent it with you!!! Please always remember that I love you more than anything in this universe!!!! I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH SWEETIE!!!!!!!! :*&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;-M&amp;amp;M &amp;lt;3&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/35186901418</link><guid>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/35186901418</guid><pubDate>Wed, 07 Nov 2012 00:37:18 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>Love conquers everything...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;I am sitting here thinking about what you told me today. When I fell in love with you I expected people to get in the way, you know just because the whole online situation, but I never expected some strange person barging in telling you a lie to ruin our relationship!!! Im trying and trying to think who would do such a thing but no one comes to mind. I have never given out your number, not many people know about us, Brittney and Amber wouldn&amp;#8217;t do that either. No one comes to mind and I&amp;#8217;m not even talking to any guys&amp;#8230;you are really the only guy on the planet I talk to!!! This whole long distance is really hard especially when it comes to problems. Its so hard to get a hold of you since your phone is broken :/ but I know in my heart that you know its not true. You might have gotten quite furious when this happened, but I know that your heart knows better. By know you should know me quite well to know that I would never cheat on you. I remember when you told me you liked me you said you wouldn&amp;#8217;t ask me to be your girlfriend because you would rather do it the proper way, in person. And yea that hasn&amp;#8217;t happened but you know what?? I always call you my boyfriend. When people ask me if I have a boyfriend I say Yes I do and I am head over heals for him. For example the other day my homework assignment was to write about myself. I mentioned people who support me and you took up pretty much the whole paragraph. Yes you were in my paper, and I made it very clear that YOU, MY BOYFRIEND, are my biggest supporter!!!!!! You really are and I thank you very much for that!!! I&amp;#8217;m trying to calm myself down but I just can&amp;#8217;t stop crying. I&amp;#8217;m hoping that I wake up tomorrow and we get the chance to clear this up!! I know how you get jealous and angry very easily and I hope that this doesn&amp;#8217;t cause you to leave me forever because if that happens I will die!!! Luke, you are my life!!! I&amp;#8217;ve almost lost you twice!!! And those two times my heart just broke into a million pieces, my eyes couldn&amp;#8217;t stop crying, my heart had a huge hole, I felt empty and I just didn&amp;#8217;t feel like going on. It feels horrible, but thank God I didn&amp;#8217;t lose you for real!!!!! I clearly can&amp;#8217;t live without you!! Please don&amp;#8217;t let this get in the way of our relationship. I know, well I hope, you trust me!! Love is all about trust and communication. I trust you with my life and I really do tell you everything that goes on in my life!!! I know for a fact that we will make it through every obstacle that life throws us!!! Love conquers everything, and our love is pretty strong!!! I know for a fact that one day I will be walking down the aisle, on my way to becoming your wife. I know for a fact that we will live happily ever after!!!!! We just gotta stick together and fight for our love!!! I love you very very very much sweetie!!!!!! You are my one and only and no one will ever take your place in my heart!!! :*&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;-M&amp;amp;M &amp;lt;3&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/30295978597</link><guid>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/30295978597</guid><pubDate>Mon, 27 Aug 2012 00:14:00 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Long Distance Relationships...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Many people say that long distance relationships never work out. I, on the other hand, believe that long distance relationships work out well only if both people are willing to fight and wait for as long as they have to to finally be with the person they truly love, and I know this because my one true love lives all the way across the country. It gets hard for the both of us sometimes because we really miss each other, we can&amp;#8217;t wait any longer to see each other, and simply we just can&amp;#8217;t live without each other. Even though we go through these rough moments I still love you very much Luke!!! Just like sometimes you feel down because you miss me, I too feel down because I miss you very much and I can&amp;#8217;t personally be there with you or you with me. I have to admit sometimes I begin to cry because I just really want to be with you so bad!! My heart just wants to rip right out of me and go with you!!! It seems like its taking forever for us to finally be together!! But I am willing to wait a lifetime just to be with you :) You are so worth it! Our love is worth every second we&amp;#8217;ve waited. All of this waiting will just make our time together so much better!!! :D I really hope you know that I love you very much!!! I&amp;#8217;m gonna tell you a widdle secret and I hope it doesn&amp;#8217;t sound creepy, but you know how I can&amp;#8217;t dream. Well every time you tell me that you will be dreaming of me I feel sad because I can&amp;#8217;t do the same, I can&amp;#8217;t dream about you, about anything. Well I&amp;#8217;ve heard that people dream about the last thing they saw before going to sleep, or things that happened during their day. Well with that being said, every night before I go to sleep I look at your pictures hoping and wishing that my first dream will be of you!!! I at least want to have a dream of us being together, it&amp;#8217;s the closest I will get to being with you for now. I&amp;#8217;m really sorry if i just creeped you out but I just wish I can have one dream for once in my life :/ I know that this distance is hard for us, we can&amp;#8217;t see each other on a daily basis, sometimes our phones or laptops don&amp;#8217;t work so we can&amp;#8217;t talk, but I promise you that all of this will end up in a happily ever after :) I will finally get to be with my prince charming!! I am constantly thinking about you sweetie!!! And Ive been thinking about a text message you sent me that said &amp;#8220;I must warn you we may fall asleep and wake up holding each other the next morning.&amp;#8221; You have no idea how much I&amp;#8217;ve been wishing for this!!! Going to sleep and waking up right next to you the next morning, just the thought makes me smile like this :D It will be the most amazing feeling in the world waking up next to you, next to the person I love most!!! Thinking about it makes me heart race infinity miles per hour :D I just want tomorrow to be the day I finally get to see you in person&amp;#8230; but I infinity pinky promise you that I will never ever change my mind about us and that I will wait for as long as I have to just to be with you!!!! I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART SWEETIE!!! AND DONT YOU EVER FORGET IT!!! :*&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;-M&amp;amp;M &amp;lt;3&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/25767215701</link><guid>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/25767215701</guid><pubDate>Sun, 24 Jun 2012 02:08:48 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Wheels Go Round and Round, You're on my Mind...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;I have so many thoughts right now, I don&amp;#8217;t even know where to start!!! (I know what your thinking, start at the beginning) :P lol Gosh time has sure flown by fast in its own way. I mean we have already known each other for a bit over a year and a half and within this year and a half so many things have happened. I found the bestestestestestest friend in the world and who would have thought it would be on MySpace!!! And I never even thought that this friendship would grow into something more. We began to like each other&amp;#8230; well I began to like you and you went straight to loving me :) And then finally we both confessed our love for each other. Within this year and a half our love has grown stronger with each passing day, we promised each other that we will be together forever and always, we both wished the same wish: to get married, and we have been through so many rough times but we were and always will be here for each other whenever we need it!!! Within this year and a half I got to hear your voice for the very first time, it was the most amazing feeling in the world when I first heard you speak!!! I think thats how deaf people feel when they first hear sound&amp;#8230; it&amp;#8217;s such a wonderful feeling!!! And I also got to see your face and talk to you via Skype!!! OMG another amazing feeling!!! There are just no words to describe how I felt!!! I will never ever forget about these moments, they are clearly pictured in my mind, just as if it were yesterday!!! These moments and future moments as well are constantly in my mind!!! I&amp;#8217;m constantly thinking about the first time we ever see each other in person!!!! I&amp;#8217;m thinking about how to greet you, that is if I don&amp;#8217;t freeze and stand there speechless!!! :P I&amp;#8217;m thinking about our ride home from the airport. I&amp;#8217;m thinking about our first full day together, our first night out, out first date. I&amp;#8217;m thinking about all of the wonderful dates we will have within that time. I&amp;#8217;m thinking about our first kiss. I&amp;#8217;m thinking about our first trip to Disneyland, whether it will be a 3 day or 1 day thing, whether you will like the rides there as much as I do, whether you will like that place as much as I do, if its a 3 day thing, I&amp;#8217;m thinking about what we will do each day, about our walk to the hotel, our ride to and from Disneyland. I&amp;#8217;m even thinking about the day you will have to leave, our &amp;#8220;see you later,&amp;#8221; the tears I will shed when I see you go back home. I&amp;#8217;m always thinking about these things, 24/7. I hope I don&amp;#8217;t sound crazy lol but I&amp;#8217;m crazy about you!! I&amp;#8217;m head over heals for you and I&amp;#8217;m truly madly deeply in love with you!!! You are always in my thoughts, you take up 99% of my thoughts :D I just can&amp;#8217;t wait to finally be with my prince charming!!! My heart begins to race just thinking about it!!! *Sigh* You just take my breath away :D I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH SWEETIE!!!!! And I&amp;#8217;m still counting down the days till we meet even though I don&amp;#8217;t know when it ends!! :D&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/24244763521</link><guid>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/24244763521</guid><pubDate>Sat, 02 Jun 2012 01:15:19 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>My heart is gonna wait for you, always...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;April 28, 2012&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;We skyped for 5 hours!!! Today has just been the best day of my week!!! I got to see my one and only true love!!! :D I just can&amp;#8217;t wait till we finally get to see each other in person&amp;#8230; While we are skyping so many thoughts run through my head&amp;#8230; I don&amp;#8217;t even know where to start!!! I think to myself this is how its going to be when we are finally together, just you and me sitting down, talking about anything and everything, looking each other in the eye holding hands!!! I think to myself we are always going to be giggling about everything, if i already smile this much and this big i can&amp;#8217;t even imagine how much and big my smile would be when i see you in person!!! I think about everything we are going to in our future, our wish!! I think about the surprise I&amp;#8217;m going to make you, how to organize it. I think &amp;#8220;How in the world did I get so lucky to have such a wonderful and amazing man in my life?&amp;#8221; I really hope you know that i don&amp;#8217;t have another boyfriend!!! Im not the type of girl that goes around with every guy in the world&amp;#8230; My heart only belongs to you love!!! Eye only have eyes for you :) You are so perfect for me!!! I still find it soooo interesting how we have so much in common&amp;#8230; Its so crazy that someone across the country has so much more in common with my than my own best friend Brittney (You are my bestest friend but don&amp;#8217;t tell her) :) I am beyond ready to be with you!!! I can&amp;#8217;t wait to go to bed and not being able to sleep because i would be too excited for the next day, next day being the day we meet in person!!! I can&amp;#8217;t wait till i go speechless and freeze when i see you for the first time!!! I can&amp;#8217;t wait to see how our ride home would be coming back from the airport!!! I can&amp;#8217;t wait to spend my first day with you!!! I can&amp;#8217;t wait to organize your vacation here&amp;#8230; planning our activities/dates!!! The thing I&amp;#8217;m not waiting for at all is the day you will have to go back home :/ Its going to be so hard letting go!!! But I know everything is going to be fine :D Thank you so much for being here for me whenever i need anyone to cheer me up, for caring and loving me no matter what, thank you for this wonderful day and thank you for being you!!! I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH SWEETIE!!!!! :*&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;-M&amp;amp;M &amp;lt;3&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/22031651156</link><guid>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/22031651156</guid><pubDate>Sun, 29 Apr 2012 01:18:00 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m2ciz3AgAg1qhthwgo1_400.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/20944616072</link><guid>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/20944616072</guid><pubDate>Wed, 11 Apr 2012 22:59:26 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Destiny...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;You came into my life unexpectedly. I got a friend request from a stranger living on the opposite side of the country and I accepted not knowing what would become of it. We began to talk on a daily basis, and eventually became good friends. Back then I wasn&amp;#8217;t looking for a relationship, I wasn&amp;#8217;t looking for a guy to be with, let alone I wasn&amp;#8217;t looking for love. And then you came along :D I never knew when I was going to find love that is if it would ever happen because I seriously thought I was going to end up alone forever!! I really wasn&amp;#8217;t expecting you to fall in love with me. As we talked and I began to like you, I never got my hopes up because I knew that a guy as handsome and charming as you would never fall in love with me or even like me. I was wrong. I don&amp;#8217;t know what you saw in me that made you fall in love with me but I sure am glad you did :D Love came to me really unexpected but I welcomed it with arms wide open, I welcomed you into my life and I hope my life doesn&amp;#8217;t scare you away, you know with all dem circus clowns that stop by at my house every day :p I am sooooo glad that you came into my life. You taught me what true love is about, you taught me what it is to be deeply in love with someone. Even though we are miles apart I want to thank you for everything you&amp;#8217;ve done. You&amp;#8217;ve been here for me more than anyone who is here in cali. This distance doesn&amp;#8217;t make a difference because you are always here for me whenever I need support, courage, motivation, etc. And I thank you very much for that!!!! I love you very much love!!! :*&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;-M&amp;amp;M &amp;lt;3&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/20894499508</link><guid>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/20894499508</guid><pubDate>Wed, 11 Apr 2012 03:22:15 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>I don’t know about you but The Beach Boys and I say it...</title><description>&lt;iframe width="400" height="299" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/-E4FRtrD9aQ?wmode=transparent&amp;autohide=1&amp;egm=0&amp;hd=1&amp;iv_load_policy=3&amp;modestbranding=1&amp;rel=0&amp;showinfo=0&amp;showsearch=0" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;I don’t know about you but The Beach Boys and I say it would be very nice :) &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I love you!!! &lt;3&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/19211014152</link><guid>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/19211014152</guid><pubDate>Mon, 12 Mar 2012 21:08:00 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>1+1=</title><description>&lt;p&gt;1 Luke + 1 Mayra = two love birds that will stay together forever &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/18365653026</link><guid>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/18365653026</guid><pubDate>Sun, 26 Feb 2012 23:50:22 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>When Somebody loves you...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;When somebody loves you, you feel it in your heart&lt;br/&gt;When somebody loves you, you know it from the start&lt;br/&gt;Every kiss becomes more than a kiss&lt;br/&gt;Each look, each touch they mean so much&lt;br/&gt;And that&amp;#8217;s when you discover how it feels to be a lover&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;When somebody loves you, it shows in every smile&lt;br/&gt;When somebody loves you, your life becomes worthwhile&lt;br/&gt;Always caring, always sharing everything you do&lt;br/&gt;When somebody loves you like I love you&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;When somebody loves you, it shows in every smile)&lt;br/&gt;When somebody loves you, your life becomes worthwhile&lt;br/&gt;Always caring, always sharing everything you do&lt;br/&gt;When somebody loves you like I love you&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;Mr. Frank Sinatra got it right. I LOVE YOU WOTS HANDSOME!!! :*&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;M&amp;amp;M &amp;lt;3&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/17994361741</link><guid>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/17994361741</guid><pubDate>Mon, 20 Feb 2012 23:32:59 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>My Future...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Many people ask me where I see myself in 5, 10, or 20 years. Usually my answer is &amp;#8220;being a social worker, having my own house, and traveling.&amp;#8221; Now that I&amp;#8217;ve met you my answer has changed. If you were to ask me where I see myself in 5, 10, or 20 years my answer would be with you!!! You are my future. My answer would be &amp;#8220;being a social worker, sharing a house with my one and only love, and traveling with the man I love.&amp;#8221; When I used to picture the future, it would just be myself because I never thought I would find someone that would love me. Now when I think about the future you are in it all the time. As we were skyping, every time I looked at you I would see my future flash in an instant. Sometimes I couldn&amp;#8217;t even look at you because you make me blush, you make me feel so many butterflies in my stomach, and you make me smile from ear to ear. My cheeks started hurting from smiling so much :D I know we have skyped a few times before but today was different. Call me crazy, but I felt a stronger spark, a stronger connection between us and it was the best feeling in the world. You are most definitely the man of my future. Now I won&amp;#8217;t have to picture myself alone when I wonder what the future has in store for me because I have you!!! I couldn&amp;#8217;t have asked for a better future and what a great way to spend it with the person I love most!!! I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH SWEETIE!!!!! :*&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;-M&amp;amp;M &amp;lt;3&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/17916833115</link><guid>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/17916833115</guid><pubDate>Sun, 19 Feb 2012 20:07:15 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>"I absolutely love my jedi"</title><description>“I absolutely love my jedi”&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; - &lt;em&gt;M&amp;M&lt;/em&gt;</description><link>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/17752891746</link><guid>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/17752891746</guid><pubDate>Fri, 17 Feb 2012 00:04:08 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;We are a great distance apart and it hurts me. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;It hurts that I&amp;#8217;m not able to hug you.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;It hurts that I&amp;#8217;m not able to hold your hand.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;It hurts that I&amp;#8217;m not able to lay on your shoulder.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;It hurts that I&amp;#8217;m not able to kiss you.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;But you know what??? It&amp;#8217;s worth going through all of this pain, because when I&amp;#8217;ll be able to hug you, hold your hand, lay on your shoulder and kiss you I will just forget about everything. I will be in my little world, just you and I. Im sorry if i sometimes seem a bit sad, but I just REALLY want to be with you, I want to run away with you and leave this house already!! But I promise that I will help you save up money for your trip, idk how but i will do it. And I also promise that I will wait for you for as long as I have to. My heart literally feels like it wants to rip out of my body and go with you. No joke. It is a fact that I want to spend the rest of my life with you. No one else can ever take your place in my heart. You are so very special to me. I am so glad that you came into my life!!! I know you&amp;#8217;ve been busy these past few days, and Ive been missing you A LOT!!! You can call me crazy, but I look at your pictures all the time and read your tumblr blogs and text messages so I won&amp;#8217;t feel alone and they just calm me down and make me smile :D The day we meet will be one of the best days of my life and i warn you in advance that there might be a lot of crying, but they would be tears of joy coming down my face. I also warn you that I won&amp;#8217;t be letting you go at all!!! Ill be holding your hand each and every day for every second possible. Ill be beyond excited. The year is almost over and there is possibility that you might be coming over for the summer, but I also understand that it may not be possible. It doesn&amp;#8217;t matter how long it takes, I will be waiting for you always. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH SWEETIE!!!!! You are my one true love :*&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;-M&amp;amp;M &amp;lt;3&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/15013773074</link><guid>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/15013773074</guid><pubDate>Fri, 30 Dec 2011 01:10:03 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>Love has surely shifted my way...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;I am very sorry if I upset you today and I&amp;#8217;m sorry if I ever upset you in the past. I&amp;#8217;m sorry for not thinking. All I want for you is to be happy. When I say I&amp;#8217;d do anything for you to be happy I mean I&amp;#8217;D DO ANYTHING FOR YOU TO BE HAPPY. I would stop going to Disneyland, I would stop going out as much as I do, I would go inside a room full of mice and rats, i&amp;#8217;d really do anything for you. This distance is killing me inside because I can&amp;#8217;t know if you are doing well, if you are happy, mad or sad. I can&amp;#8217;t be there with you to make you happy and smile. I can&amp;#8217;t be there with you to tell you that everything is going to be ok. I can&amp;#8217;t be there with you to kiss you whenever you are feeling blue. I can&amp;#8217;t be there to talk out our misunderstandings. Even though its killing me, I won&amp;#8217;t ever give up on us. If it takes 100 years till we meet, then I will wait 100 years to meet you. Like I told you before I just really really really want us to be together. Every time I go to Disneyland I think about our trip, I can pretty much picture us there, holding hands, talking, goofing around, hugging each other, sitting at a bench, giving each other kissies every once in a while, sitting on the floor watching the fireworks. I just really want this to happen as soon as possible, but i would never want it to end. If I had the money I would be flying over there right this second just so i could be with you for at least a day, or i would just help you pay your trip over here!!! You mean so much to me, I would do anything for you. Cupid has struck me bad, I am head over heels for you, You have no idea how much I love you!! There are no words to describe my feelings for you, I hope you know that!! You are my life!!! I LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH SWEETIE!!! MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD!!!! :*&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;-M&amp;amp;M &amp;lt;3&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/14443393609</link><guid>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/14443393609</guid><pubDate>Mon, 19 Dec 2011 00:10:05 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>My heart beats for you...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;I just can&amp;#8217;t describe how much I love you!! You never leave my mind. I hate that we are 2000 miles away because I can&amp;#8217;t know whether you are doing well or not. I can&amp;#8217;t know if we are happy, mad, or upset. I know we&amp;#8217;ve talked about this a million times but I still worry and think that you might find someone better than me. Im sorry but its just my insecurity. Its just this is too good to be true. I thought that no one would ever fall in love with me. Majority of my friends and cousins are married and have children already. They already have someone to love and someone to love them back. And now I have someone that loves me for me, this would be you!! I am not the type of girl that thinks she is the most beautiful in the world. When you call me beautiful, my smile goes from ear to ear. Im sorry I still think this way but I promise I will work on that. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!!!! I couldn&amp;#8217;t have found a better soul mate than you. You are my everything!! I just really wish we could be closet to each other because this distance is a killer. I hope time will fly by fast because I want our time to start now!! There is no better way to spend my future than spending it with you!! I hope you won&amp;#8217;t change your mind in the meantime. I am more than 100% sure that you are the one I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I really really want to make our wishes come true. I think about them everyday. I am so lucky to have the perfect man in the world love me!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SWEETIE!!!! :* &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;-M&amp;amp;M &amp;lt;3&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/14021433326</link><guid>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/14021433326</guid><pubDate>Sat, 10 Dec 2011 12:50:08 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>Lets waste time chasing cars around our heads...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Many people in life want money, health, materialistic things, etc. but all I want in life is YOU. All I want is to be with you, for us to finally be together. Once I have this my life would be complete and whenever my time would be over I would rest happily in peace. I want us to be able to wake up and go to the park, hold hands the entire time, and just lay under a tree staring at the sky. I want us to be able to wake up go walk at the mall, go to the movies, go get dinner, and then go home and just watch more movies together. I want us to be able to wake up and just stay home all day watching movies, putting a puzzle together, or just have a conversation. I want us to be able to wake up and go to Disneyland where it would just be you and I in our own fantasyland creating our own fairytale where we will live happily ever after. I want us to enjoy each other&amp;#8217;s company. I want us to create so many great memories. I want us to grow old together. I&amp;#8217;m sorry I am probably asking for much and I might just sound selfish but this is all I want in life. I want to share my life with you. I know our time is coming soon, and I am trying my best to be patient. As each day passes by I think to myself &amp;#8220;Just a day closer to meeting him.&amp;#8221; I am just so excited to meet you because I will be meeting the love of my life. I am so anxious to start a new chapter in my life with you. I just hope you want the same as I do. I love you very very very much and always will. I am counting down the days even though I don&amp;#8217;t know what the last day of the countdown is. :) I LOVE YOU MY JEDI &amp;lt;3&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;-M&amp;amp;M&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/13625958773</link><guid>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/13625958773</guid><pubDate>Fri, 02 Dec 2011 01:27:53 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>Promise you you'll always be happy by my side...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;OMG PLEASE MARRY ME RIGHT NOW!!! SOOOOOOOO BEAUTIFUL!!!! I LOVE THEM!!!! WOOOOOOOOO WHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;So I believe it was yesterday that he sent me this message right after I sent him a surprise. Once I saw this message my smile was beyond ear to ear :D My heart was beating faster than ever!!! I just don&amp;#8217;t have the words to describe how I felt. I told them that I would but there was a problem, that we are 2000 miles apart. And I really meant that I would. I never lie. He makes me the happiest woman ever!!! I don&amp;#8217;t know what I would do without him. Him and I make a great pair because we are opposites of each other, he is tall i am short, he is silly i am serious, he is crazy i am sane :D I know for sure for sure that i want to spend the rest of my life with him. I LOVE YOU LUKE!!!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;M&amp;amp;M &amp;lt;3&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/13573437211</link><guid>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/13573437211</guid><pubDate>Wed, 30 Nov 2011 21:53:00 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>Skype...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;We have known each other for a little over a year now and today was our first day to ever see each other face to face!!! I am so glad we both got cams so we could Skype with each other it was totally worth it!!! I must admit I was really nervous and I mean REALLY!!! When I saw the little window pop up I froze and my mind went blank but i had to get myself together lol Once I saw you I wasn&amp;#8217;t as nervous anymore I forgot about my nerves lol When I saw you for the first time I had the biggest smile in my face!!! Right then and there I felt the connection between us. I just couldn&amp;#8217;t stop smiling the whole entire time we talked!! I am glad that we were able to do this because now you know for sure that i won&amp;#8217;t ever change my thoughts or feelings about you!!! I seriously felt like crying when you got sad. My heart really did sink. I know you are not lying to me, I know that you can&amp;#8217;t tell me certain things for certain reasons and I understand that. I could have just left you when you told me about this but i didn&amp;#8217;t&amp;#8230;why because i love you very much and love conquers all. You are my everything!!! Like i said before i already knew i loved you and that i wanted to spend the rest of my life but today confirmed it!! I am 1000% sure that you are the one i want to be with forever!!! I hope that we get to have more Skype dates soon!!! I really enjoyed it  A LOT!!! :D I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!!!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;-M&amp;amp;M &amp;lt;3&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/13390815037</link><guid>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/13390815037</guid><pubDate>Sun, 27 Nov 2011 02:25:41 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>You are my prince charming...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;A real boyfriend♥:&lt;br/&gt;&lt;span class="text_exposed_show"&gt;When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she thinks shes stronger than you &amp;#8230;&lt;br/&gt;Grab her and don&amp;#8217;t let go&lt;br/&gt;When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough&lt;br/&gt;Kiss her and tell her you love her&lt;br/&gt;When she&amp;#8217;s quiet&lt;br/&gt;Ask her whats wrong&lt;br/&gt;When she ignores you&lt;br/&gt;Give her your attention&lt;br/&gt;When she pulls away&lt;br/&gt;Pull her back&lt;br/&gt;When you see her at her worst&lt;br/&gt;Tell her she&amp;#8217;s beautiful&lt;br/&gt;When you see her start crying&lt;br/&gt;Just hold her and don&amp;#8217;t say a word&lt;br/&gt;When you see her walking&lt;br/&gt;Sneak up and hug her waist from behind&lt;br/&gt;When she&amp;#8217;s scared&lt;br/&gt;Protect her&lt;br/&gt;When she steals your favorite hoodie&lt;br/&gt;Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night&lt;br/&gt;When she doesn&amp;#8217;t txt you right away the next day she&amp;#8217;s waiting for you to txt her so txt her and let her know you think about her&lt;br/&gt;When she teases you&lt;br/&gt;Tease her back and make her laugh&lt;br/&gt;When she doesn&amp;#8217;t answer for a long time&lt;br/&gt;reassure her that everything is okay&lt;br/&gt;When she says that she loves you she really does more than you can understand&lt;br/&gt;When she grabs at your hands&lt;br/&gt;Hold her&amp;#8217;s&lt;br/&gt;When she bumps into you;&lt;br/&gt;bump into her back and make her laugh&lt;br/&gt;When she tells you a secret&lt;br/&gt;keep it safe and untold&lt;br/&gt;When she looks at you in your eyes don&amp;#8217;t look away until she does&lt;br/&gt;When she reposts this bulletin she wants you to read it&lt;br/&gt;Stay on the phone with her even if she&amp;#8217;s not saying anything&lt;br/&gt;When she&amp;#8217;s mad hug her tight and don&amp;#8217;t let go&lt;br/&gt;Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her&lt;br/&gt;Treat her like she&amp;#8217;s all that matters to you&lt;br/&gt;Stay up all night with her when she&amp;#8217;s sick&lt;br/&gt;Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it&amp;#8217;s stupid&lt;br/&gt;Give her the world.&lt;br/&gt;When she&amp;#8217;s bored and sad, hang out with her&lt;br/&gt;Let her know she&amp;#8217;s important.&lt;br/&gt;Kiss her in the pouring rain&lt;br/&gt;When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is: &amp;#8220;Whose ass am i kicking?&amp;#8221;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;span class="text_exposed_show"&gt;So one of my friends posted this on her Facebook wall and the first person that came to mind right when I started reading it was YOU!!! I remember when I read your myspace profile right away I knew you were different from the other guys. But of course I had no idea that you would be able to like me let alone love me!!!!! You are seriously all I have ever looked for in a guy!!! You are PERFECT!!! We may be miles apart but I know you care for me and love me because you always worry for me when something is wrong and you always make me feel better when I am feeling blue. As I was reading this I was smiling thinking to myself &amp;#8220;Yes he would do this&amp;#8221; :) When I talk to you I forget about the world. I feel safe and comfort even though we are 2000 miles apart. I have never met anyone as wonderful as you!!! Luke Skye Walker you are what I call a true gentleman. I am very thankful and blessed to have you in my life!!! I am 1000% sure that I want to spend the rest of my life with you. There is nothing in this world that I want more than to be with you. I cannot wait till we are finally together and I get to introduce you to my family :D that will be the happiest day of my life!!!! I hope you have a great thanksgiving and we are just a day closer to out encounter. I LOVE YOU VERY VERY VERY MUCH MY PRINC CHARMING, MY JEDI, MY DORK , MY SIWWY GOOSEY, MY MISSING PUZZLE PEICE, MY SOUL MATE, MY LOVE &amp;lt;3&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/13244688770</link><guid>http://misstinkerbel.tumblr.com/post/13244688770</guid><pubDate>Thu, 24 Nov 2011 02:03:42 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>November 6: A special day for you and I...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Today is your birthday!!! Happy Birthday sweetie!!! I hope you had a wonderful day today!! I am sorry I cannot be with you today to give you your birthday hug and kiss, but some day soon you will be able to get all the hugs and kisses you would like. This day is also special because it is the day our lives changed for the better. On a day like this, it was raining just like today, I logged on to Myspace and saw a friend request from you and I accepted. Since that day we talked every night about everything, the more we talked, the more we found things in common. We went through some tough times during this period, but we were always there for each other when we needed comfort and support. Days passed and &amp;#8220;Don&amp;#8217;t Speak&amp;#8221; gave you a sign, I believe that sign was to tell me that you liked me. I kept pushing you to tell me what that sign was, I honestly had no clue (even though my cousin kept telling me that you liked me). When I read your answer I was beyond excited. I really felt like jumping on my bed! It is a day I can never forget. I dont know if it was days or months till you decided to tell me you were falling in love with me. Once again I was beyond excited when you told me that! And one day I can never forget is the day I heard your voice for the first time!!! April 8 to be exact!! I can&amp;#8217;t forget that date because it was a very special day for me!! I may have the worst memory a person can ever have, but one thing for sure is that I don&amp;#8217;t forget things that involve you or things you tell me!! You have made this year a fabulous one for me and we have plenty more of these to come because our time is barely getting started!!! I hope you had a wonderful birthday and I wish you many more!! I love you very much sweetie!!!!! And dont you ever forget it!!!!! :*&lt;/p&gt;
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