My Dearest Love, 

It has been two years since I’ve met you!!! Two whole years in which we supported each other through all of the rough times we had. Two whole years in which we celebrated all the happiness our life has brought us!!! We have had our share of obstacles, but that is what life is about. Getting through the dark tunnel to see that beautiful rainbow at the end. :) You have become such a major part in my life!!! And you hold a very big and special place in my heart!! You are my one and only true love. I really do not know what I would do without you. Thank you so much for supporting me in my dreams and my career and I hope that one day I will be able to return all of the kindness and love you have given me. No one in my family loves me or cares so much about me as much as you do. Well your my family now so your the ONLY family member that cares and love me so much!!! Even though we are miles and miles apart, I can feel all of the love you have for me through your words, when we talk, or when we Skype. It’s such a warm and comforting feeling. I seriously can not wait until we get to be together!!! I just hope you won’t change your mind about me!! Im 100% positive that I won’t ever change my mind about you!!! One thing I really gotta admit though is that I’m really terrified of losing you. I was so close to losing you twice and Im afraid it will happen again, which I sure hope it doesn’t. I’m sorry if I appear to be to clingy when I text you. Sometimes, when I haven’t heard from you first thing that comes to mind is if your ok, second and biggest thing that comes to mind is that you will leave me because you think “that’s best for me.” YOU are what’s best for me sweetie!!! I am truly terrified of this happening again, I’m more afraid of losing you than mice and rats!!! Just please promise me that you will stay with me forever and ever no matter what? My love for you is very strong, no one and nothing will ever tear me away from you!!! You are stuck with me forever, that is if you allow me to :) I promise that you are the man I want to spend the rest of my life with. I don’t even have to think twice about that because my heart is always right :) Thank you very much for making these last to years the best years of my life!!! And there will be plenty of more years and memories for us. Infinitely more :D My heart aches to be with you!!! I know that our time will come soon and I will value my time with you more than anything else in this world!!! You mean the whole world to me and I don’t know what I’d ever do without you!! You are the reason I smile every day, you are the reason I’m always happy… I am head over heels for you!!! I am very sure that if we fight for our love, our love will take us anywhere we wish to go!!! Your love is all I need :) I hope you had a nice birthday handsome!! I just really wish I could’ve spent it with you!!! Please always remember that I love you more than anything in this universe!!!! I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH SWEETIE!!!!!!!! :*

-M&M <3

I am sitting here thinking about what you told me today. When I fell in love with you I expected people to get in the way, you know just because the whole online situation, but I never expected some strange person barging in telling you a lie to ruin our relationship!!! Im trying and trying to think who would do such a thing but no one comes to mind. I have never given out your number, not many people know about us, Brittney and Amber wouldn’t do that either. No one comes to mind and I’m not even talking to any guys…you are really the only guy on the planet I talk to!!! This whole long distance is really hard especially when it comes to problems. Its so hard to get a hold of you since your phone is broken :/ but I know in my heart that you know its not true. You might have gotten quite furious when this happened, but I know that your heart knows better. By know you should know me quite well to know that I would never cheat on you. I remember when you told me you liked me you said you wouldn’t ask me to be your girlfriend because you would rather do it the proper way, in person. And yea that hasn’t happened but you know what?? I always call you my boyfriend. When people ask me if I have a boyfriend I say Yes I do and I am head over heals for him. For example the other day my homework assignment was to write about myself. I mentioned people who support me and you took up pretty much the whole paragraph. Yes you were in my paper, and I made it very clear that YOU, MY BOYFRIEND, are my biggest supporter!!!!!! You really are and I thank you very much for that!!! I’m trying to calm myself down but I just can’t stop crying. I’m hoping that I wake up tomorrow and we get the chance to clear this up!! I know how you get jealous and angry very easily and I hope that this doesn’t cause you to leave me forever because if that happens I will die!!! Luke, you are my life!!! I’ve almost lost you twice!!! And those two times my heart just broke into a million pieces, my eyes couldn’t stop crying, my heart had a huge hole, I felt empty and I just didn’t feel like going on. It feels horrible, but thank God I didn’t lose you for real!!!!! I clearly can’t live without you!! Please don’t let this get in the way of our relationship. I know, well I hope, you trust me!! Love is all about trust and communication. I trust you with my life and I really do tell you everything that goes on in my life!!! I know for a fact that we will make it through every obstacle that life throws us!!! Love conquers everything, and our love is pretty strong!!! I know for a fact that one day I will be walking down the aisle, on my way to becoming your wife. I know for a fact that we will live happily ever after!!!!! We just gotta stick together and fight for our love!!! I love you very very very much sweetie!!!!!! You are my one and only and no one will ever take your place in my heart!!! :*

-M&M <3

Many people say that long distance relationships never work out. I, on the other hand, believe that long distance relationships work out well only if both people are willing to fight and wait for as long as they have to to finally be with the person they truly love, and I know this because my one true love lives all the way across the country. It gets hard for the both of us sometimes because we really miss each other, we can’t wait any longer to see each other, and simply we just can’t live without each other. Even though we go through these rough moments I still love you very much Luke!!! Just like sometimes you feel down because you miss me, I too feel down because I miss you very much and I can’t personally be there with you or you with me. I have to admit sometimes I begin to cry because I just really want to be with you so bad!! My heart just wants to rip right out of me and go with you!!! It seems like its taking forever for us to finally be together!! But I am willing to wait a lifetime just to be with you :) You are so worth it! Our love is worth every second we’ve waited. All of this waiting will just make our time together so much better!!! :D I really hope you know that I love you very much!!! I’m gonna tell you a widdle secret and I hope it doesn’t sound creepy, but you know how I can’t dream. Well every time you tell me that you will be dreaming of me I feel sad because I can’t do the same, I can’t dream about you, about anything. Well I’ve heard that people dream about the last thing they saw before going to sleep, or things that happened during their day. Well with that being said, every night before I go to sleep I look at your pictures hoping and wishing that my first dream will be of you!!! I at least want to have a dream of us being together, it’s the closest I will get to being with you for now. I’m really sorry if i just creeped you out but I just wish I can have one dream for once in my life :/ I know that this distance is hard for us, we can’t see each other on a daily basis, sometimes our phones or laptops don’t work so we can’t talk, but I promise you that all of this will end up in a happily ever after :) I will finally get to be with my prince charming!! I am constantly thinking about you sweetie!!! And Ive been thinking about a text message you sent me that said “I must warn you we may fall asleep and wake up holding each other the next morning.” You have no idea how much I’ve been wishing for this!!! Going to sleep and waking up right next to you the next morning, just the thought makes me smile like this :D It will be the most amazing feeling in the world waking up next to you, next to the person I love most!!! Thinking about it makes me heart race infinity miles per hour :D I just want tomorrow to be the day I finally get to see you in person… but I infinity pinky promise you that I will never ever change my mind about us and that I will wait for as long as I have to just to be with you!!!! I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART SWEETIE!!! AND DONT YOU EVER FORGET IT!!! :*

-M&M <3

I have so many thoughts right now, I don’t even know where to start!!! (I know what your thinking, start at the beginning) :P lol Gosh time has sure flown by fast in its own way. I mean we have already known each other for a bit over a year and a half and within this year and a half so many things have happened. I found the bestestestestestest friend in the world and who would have thought it would be on MySpace!!! And I never even thought that this friendship would grow into something more. We began to like each other… well I began to like you and you went straight to loving me :) And then finally we both confessed our love for each other. Within this year and a half our love has grown stronger with each passing day, we promised each other that we will be together forever and always, we both wished the same wish: to get married, and we have been through so many rough times but we were and always will be here for each other whenever we need it!!! Within this year and a half I got to hear your voice for the very first time, it was the most amazing feeling in the world when I first heard you speak!!! I think thats how deaf people feel when they first hear sound… it’s such a wonderful feeling!!! And I also got to see your face and talk to you via Skype!!! OMG another amazing feeling!!! There are just no words to describe how I felt!!! I will never ever forget about these moments, they are clearly pictured in my mind, just as if it were yesterday!!! These moments and future moments as well are constantly in my mind!!! I’m constantly thinking about the first time we ever see each other in person!!!! I’m thinking about how to greet you, that is if I don’t freeze and stand there speechless!!! :P I’m thinking about our ride home from the airport. I’m thinking about our first full day together, our first night out, out first date. I’m thinking about all of the wonderful dates we will have within that time. I’m thinking about our first kiss. I’m thinking about our first trip to Disneyland, whether it will be a 3 day or 1 day thing, whether you will like the rides there as much as I do, whether you will like that place as much as I do, if its a 3 day thing, I’m thinking about what we will do each day, about our walk to the hotel, our ride to and from Disneyland. I’m even thinking about the day you will have to leave, our “see you later,” the tears I will shed when I see you go back home. I’m always thinking about these things, 24/7. I hope I don’t sound crazy lol but I’m crazy about you!! I’m head over heals for you and I’m truly madly deeply in love with you!!! You are always in my thoughts, you take up 99% of my thoughts :D I just can’t wait to finally be with my prince charming!!! My heart begins to race just thinking about it!!! *Sigh* You just take my breath away :D I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH SWEETIE!!!!! And I’m still counting down the days till we meet even though I don’t know when it ends!! :D

April 28, 2012

We skyped for 5 hours!!! Today has just been the best day of my week!!! I got to see my one and only true love!!! :D I just can’t wait till we finally get to see each other in person… While we are skyping so many thoughts run through my head… I don’t even know where to start!!! I think to myself this is how its going to be when we are finally together, just you and me sitting down, talking about anything and everything, looking each other in the eye holding hands!!! I think to myself we are always going to be giggling about everything, if i already smile this much and this big i can’t even imagine how much and big my smile would be when i see you in person!!! I think about everything we are going to in our future, our wish!! I think about the surprise I’m going to make you, how to organize it. I think “How in the world did I get so lucky to have such a wonderful and amazing man in my life?” I really hope you know that i don’t have another boyfriend!!! Im not the type of girl that goes around with every guy in the world… My heart only belongs to you love!!! Eye only have eyes for you :) You are so perfect for me!!! I still find it soooo interesting how we have so much in common… Its so crazy that someone across the country has so much more in common with my than my own best friend Brittney (You are my bestest friend but don’t tell her) :) I am beyond ready to be with you!!! I can’t wait to go to bed and not being able to sleep because i would be too excited for the next day, next day being the day we meet in person!!! I can’t wait till i go speechless and freeze when i see you for the first time!!! I can’t wait to see how our ride home would be coming back from the airport!!! I can’t wait to spend my first day with you!!! I can’t wait to organize your vacation here… planning our activities/dates!!! The thing I’m not waiting for at all is the day you will have to go back home :/ Its going to be so hard letting go!!! But I know everything is going to be fine :D Thank you so much for being here for me whenever i need anyone to cheer me up, for caring and loving me no matter what, thank you for this wonderful day and thank you for being you!!! I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH SWEETIE!!!!! :*

-M&M <3

You came into my life unexpectedly. I got a friend request from a stranger living on the opposite side of the country and I accepted not knowing what would become of it. We began to talk on a daily basis, and eventually became good friends. Back then I wasn’t looking for a relationship, I wasn’t looking for a guy to be with, let alone I wasn’t looking for love. And then you came along :D I never knew when I was going to find love that is if it would ever happen because I seriously thought I was going to end up alone forever!! I really wasn’t expecting you to fall in love with me. As we talked and I began to like you, I never got my hopes up because I knew that a guy as handsome and charming as you would never fall in love with me or even like me. I was wrong. I don’t know what you saw in me that made you fall in love with me but I sure am glad you did :D Love came to me really unexpected but I welcomed it with arms wide open, I welcomed you into my life and I hope my life doesn’t scare you away, you know with all dem circus clowns that stop by at my house every day :p I am sooooo glad that you came into my life. You taught me what true love is about, you taught me what it is to be deeply in love with someone. Even though we are miles apart I want to thank you for everything you’ve done. You’ve been here for me more than anyone who is here in cali. This distance doesn’t make a difference because you are always here for me whenever I need support, courage, motivation, etc. And I thank you very much for that!!!! I love you very much love!!! :*

-M&M <3

I don’t know about you but The Beach Boys and I say it would be very nice :) 

I love you!!! <3

1 Luke + 1 Mayra = two love birds that will stay together forever 

When somebody loves you, you feel it in your heart
When somebody loves you, you know it from the start
Every kiss becomes more than a kiss
Each look, each touch they mean so much
And that’s when you discover how it feels to be a lover

When somebody loves you, it shows in every smile
When somebody loves you, your life becomes worthwhile
Always caring, always sharing everything you do
When somebody loves you like I love you

When somebody loves you, it shows in every smile)
When somebody loves you, your life becomes worthwhile
Always caring, always sharing everything you do
When somebody loves you like I love you

Mr. Frank Sinatra got it right. I LOVE YOU WOTS HANDSOME!!! :*

M&M <3